life hasn't changed much...

since my last post. What happened that day of the post, hasnt effected my life. It means I can move on, and be free for the rest of my life. Which is the best thing that has happened I suppose. Probably from the sounds of my blog, I think only of the opposite sex. Totally untrue. Work is so much better. I got transfered to a new TH and its going excellent. I have been doing alot of reading. However my computer is busted, hence the lack of posting. This smmer is still rocking....

seconds...

things change in seconds. today my life changed, well at least it felted like it. I had a deepness today. now I will wait and see how the days unfold. was it the 16th.

sun and fun...

So I had alot of sun this weekend and alot of fun. Tonight however I got really down. I guess I just am letting things get to me, that I should be just brushing off. T visted me this weekend, and we saw Pirate of the Caribean. I didn't really enjoy it that much. She didnt really like it either. I went to the Elora Quarry sunday, and today I went swimming again. Actually Friday I went swiming too! I have alot of colour on my skin, its crazy. It't not all red colour. Its slightly tanned too. Work has sucked. Im hoping tommorrow will be better.

gentle spirited...

so the other night I meet this nice older lady at a church service. She prayed for me, and told me I needed to be careful, because she sensed I was gentled spirited and that I could easily be listen to what others say for myself. That I really need to look to Jesus. I dont know what to think of what she said.

yummy yummy...

went to the beach today, was pretty fun. Got to see some sail boats. I want to go on a sail boat now. I played some monkey in the middle. I was mostly the person in the middle, I was so exgusting by the time we were done playing. I learned how to dig a cool hole in the middle of the water. I took some nice pictures. I also watched some pretty cool fireworks. thats about it.

Young Adults

This thursday we talked about the Relavences of the Church, and does the church need to change. Anyways it seemed like many people thought that alot of churches wernt relavent. I really hadn't thought of this before, and I think that if I did. I formed a oppion of it last night. I think that every church is relvant for the people that chose to go there. My old baptist church with the hymns and organ is great for the people that go to that church. They completely enjoy it. The church I am currently attending with its rocking out worship band, no organ, is great for the people who go there. If you don't like something you can always find another church. Its differnet for every person and where they are at in there life. I personally could walk into any church and worship God. I guess I am a differnet then most of the people is that I like all differnet styles of things. Someone made the comment that they feel the presence of God stronger when in a more comtempary service. Going to church is not about feeling Gods presence! Its about worshiping God, its not about yourself. I think we need to perpare for worship, we need to come together with the idea in mind that we are coming to enter into the presence of God, that its possible for God to speak and act, that we are come together as a community, and of one mind. I think that we need to prepare for this experience all week in our quite times with God. If we arnt taking time to be with God durning the week. What gives us the right to Go and be with God just once a week. Do you really expect God to speak to you just on the sundays that you choose? We all need to get real with God. Everyday of the week.

growing up...

so many people are growing up around me, that are such amazing young people. It encourages me. sometimes people start over and you never see them again. I wish this were not the case sometimes.

headache...

i have a crazy headache and i cant sleep. i keep thinking about my stupid work and what i am going to do. someone called me beautiful today.

Home Again...

Well Ottawa was okay. I really am not a big fan of my sisters boyfriend. Actually I really just dont like him. I think I have good reasons for not liking him. He kinda made my weekend shitty. We did things he wanted to do. The best times I had were when he wasnt around. The way home was interesting, and beautiful. We stopped at some really interesting places, and enjoyed a nice scenic ride home. I totally enjoyed it.